Post by Dawn V on Aug 1, 2014 19:53:23 GMT -6
The feeling of unfamiliar sheets woke her, the feeling of familiar arms and chest kept her from springing from the bed in a panic. The pain meds occasionally hit her harder when she was stressed or had less sleep and both had happened in the past twenty four hours. Sighing softly she laid listening to the breathing, he was peaceful and she didn't want to mess that up. So careful as her toes inched the edge of the sheets, upper body last. Out of the bed and looking back, the loose black hair had fallen over his face and she felt her heart beat harder. How had anybody come to mean this much to her she didn't know and it was a dangerous place to be. If anything ever happened to him D might not know how to keep going, she'd tried pushing the feelings away. Tried to get attached to any one else but as sure as the sun rose in the sky everyday she wanted him.
Biting her lip she snuck another cigarette, hating to pick up the habit but she had a letter to write. In her bag was the agreement to her condo and she'd recently told the owner she was renting from that DK had moved in and would be taking over her lease so she could move out. She hadn't told him yet tho and felt bad that she hadn't. He had tried hard to fill the hole in her heart with his misplaced antics and refusal to settle down, it hadn't worked at all. This trip was supposed to give her time to figure her life out , but thanks to who ever had shot at them the day before he was here and she didn't have the time. Band-aid, rip it off her head told her, your a grown woman and a leader of others.... man the fuck up. Pen picked up and writing on hotel paper, she wrote to him telling him what she was thinking and thanking him for trying. Giving him the condo as his and then telling him shed pick up her things later when and if they all made it home safe. Folding it and slipping it into the envelope with the lease agreement. Slipping out of the room quietly and trying to remember what number he was in, finding it the letter smelling of her soap and the cigarette was slid under the door. Not wanting to be there when and if he opened the door down the hall quick in her bare feet realizing she wasn't wearing much still and needed to get back into the room. When she opened the door, a set of curious and sleepy eyes met hers. She swallowed and looked away almost ashamed but came to the bed and got back in it and wanted to have him hold her until they had no choice but to leave for the day.
Her phone was off going right to voice-mail and at some point she handed it over, not being told why and not asking. Someone in the group was a rat and when she found out who it was heaven help them because, they had done the unforgivable and unthinkable.
Biting her lip she snuck another cigarette, hating to pick up the habit but she had a letter to write. In her bag was the agreement to her condo and she'd recently told the owner she was renting from that DK had moved in and would be taking over her lease so she could move out. She hadn't told him yet tho and felt bad that she hadn't. He had tried hard to fill the hole in her heart with his misplaced antics and refusal to settle down, it hadn't worked at all. This trip was supposed to give her time to figure her life out , but thanks to who ever had shot at them the day before he was here and she didn't have the time. Band-aid, rip it off her head told her, your a grown woman and a leader of others.... man the fuck up. Pen picked up and writing on hotel paper, she wrote to him telling him what she was thinking and thanking him for trying. Giving him the condo as his and then telling him shed pick up her things later when and if they all made it home safe. Folding it and slipping it into the envelope with the lease agreement. Slipping out of the room quietly and trying to remember what number he was in, finding it the letter smelling of her soap and the cigarette was slid under the door. Not wanting to be there when and if he opened the door down the hall quick in her bare feet realizing she wasn't wearing much still and needed to get back into the room. When she opened the door, a set of curious and sleepy eyes met hers. She swallowed and looked away almost ashamed but came to the bed and got back in it and wanted to have him hold her until they had no choice but to leave for the day.
Her phone was off going right to voice-mail and at some point she handed it over, not being told why and not asking. Someone in the group was a rat and when she found out who it was heaven help them because, they had done the unforgivable and unthinkable.
